I guess I'm just not having a good ending to a beautiful day.
Things are so stressful right now.
I really hate the way I've been acting towards her but I'm just so angry. I don't believe I'm angry with her per say but at the situation itself.
I hate watching her struggle.
I can't bear to hold up the weight she physically puts on me.
I just want to fall myself some days.
I want to lean on his shoulder,
I want to put my hand on his,
Know what his shirt feels like,
And keep his words locked in my heart.
I'm hurting a lot today.