I am back! Thank you for those who have checked up on the site once in a while. It means a lot when I see that people still visit this blog even though it's been inactive for a bit. But like I said before, it was just a short break...and now I'm back!
So here is my first post-break entry:
It was a quiet night; casual conversations were thrown across the table, questions directed at everyone but it remained quiet between the two of us. He was rude, disgusting but I bit my tongue and remained silent. It was abnormal, our behaviour was not natural towards each other and only quick glances were exchanged.
The only part of the night which felt like everything was normal was when I strayed away from the girls and wandered into the fishing aisle. I was casually looking at fishing bait when I turned around and he was there. We talked like nothing ever happened, we joked, we teased. And then as quickly as it started, it ended twice as fast. Saying goodbye wasn't hard; a hug and an exchange of "merry christmas!" and that was it.
I didn't feel much.
I'm not sure how to feel about it.
I guess this is goodbye without a proper closure.
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